Ep 5. Calendar Girls

Nadia and Alan continue their time loop journey in Russian Dolls season 1 episode 5, titled "Calendar Girls". The episode starts with Nadia waking up on a new day, realizing that the events of the previous day have changed. She comes to the conclusion that her actions may have consequences, and decides to take a different approach to try and break the never-ending cycle.

Meanwhile, Alan tries to come to terms with his past and the choices he has made that led him to this point. He seeks solace in a support group, but struggles to truly open up to the other members.

As the day progresses, Nadia and Alan's paths cross yet again and they find themselves attending a charity event called "Calendar Girls" together. The event features photos of women who have survived cancer and are proud to show off their scars.

The event forces both Nadia and Alan to confront their own mortality and the choices they have made in their lives. They both start reflecting on their past mistakes and missed opportunities, and wonder if there is still time to change things.

As the night goes on, Nadia and Alan start to get closer and it becomes clear that they are developing feelings for each other. However, they both remain hesitant to act on their emotions, knowing that they could just be another fleeting moment in the never-ending cycle.

As the night comes to an end, Nadia and Alan say their goodbyes and go their separate ways. However, they both realize that they have made progress in their journey towards breaking the time loop and are optimistic about what the next day will bring.

Overall, "Calendar Girls" is a poignant and introspective episode that delves into the themes of mortality, regret, and the importance of making the most of the time we have. It is a powerful reminder to take every opportunity to live life to the fullest, and to never give up hope, no matter how bleak the situation may seem.