Ep 17. Misery Loves Company

In Party of Five season 3 episode 17 titled "Misery Loves Company," the Salingers are faced with another tragedy as Charlie struggles to come to terms with Kirsten’s suicide. The episode starts with Claudia trying to convince Charlie to go to a group therapy session, but he is vehemently opposed. As he tries to deal with his overwhelming emotions, he refuses to let anyone else get close to him. He alienates himself from Bailey, Julia, and even Owen, who he is supposed to be taking care of.

Meanwhile, Bailey is struggling to cope with his own issues as he is still reeling from his relationship with Sarah. In an attempt to move on, he starts seeing someone new, but he is plagued by thoughts of Sarah and can’t seem to connect emotionally with his new girlfriend. Julia is also trying to move on from her own failed relationship, but she is finding it difficult as she continues to live in the same apartment complex as her ex-boyfriend, Justin.

The family reaction to Charlie's grief is one of confusion and frustration. Claudia, who was Kirsten’s best friend, is also grieving, but she is able to express her feelings of loss, while Charlie is bottling up his emotions. The family's behavior is fueled by their own guilt and remorse over Kirsten’s death, which they are all unable to shake off.

Throughout the episode, Charlie and Baiely have a series of intense scenes as Bailey tries to break through Charlie's walls. He reminds Charlie of the times when Charlie was there for him after Sarah left and implores him to talk to him about his feelings. Claudia also tries to reach out to Charlie and implores him to come to the therapy session, but he flatly refuses.

At the therapy session, the Salingers meet a woman named Shirley who has lost her daughter to suicide. Her story resonates with each of them in different ways, and they begin to open up about their own struggles. Bailey talks about his issues with Sarah, and Julia admits that she is having trouble letting go of Justin. Charlie finally opens up about his grief and guilt, revealing that he had been pushing Kirsten away, leading up to her suicide.

After the therapy session, Charlie visits Kirsten’s grave and breaks down, finally letting out all his pain and heartache. He apologizes for not being able to save her and admits that he needs help. Bailey joins him and the two share a moment of healing and closure.

The episode ends with the Salingers coming together to support each other as they come to terms with Kirsten’s death. Bailey decides to break things off with his new girlfriend and focus on himself, while Julia makes the decision to move out of the apartment complex. Charlie decides to seek professional help for his grief and begins his journey towards healing.

"Misery Loves Company" is an emotional and poignant episode that deals with the aftermath of suicide and the struggles of grief and loss. It showcases the Salingers’ resilience and strength as they come together to support each other during their time of need.