Ep 9. The Ecstacy and the Agony

Cathy is diagnosed with terminal cancer and is trying to navigate how to live what's left of her life to the fullest. In season 1 episode 9, titled "The Ecstasy and the Agony," Cathy is presented with a tempting proposition. Her oncologist Dr. Todd has been working with a fellow cancer patient, Lee, who has been experimenting with using ecstasy to cope with the physical and emotional pain of their illness.

Cathy is hesitant at first, but eventually decides to try the drug with Lee and Dr. Todd. The experience takes her on a wild ride of ups and downs, both physically and emotionally. She feels an intense connection with Lee, and the two share a passionate moment. However, the ecstasy also brings out some underlying issues in Cathy's marriage to Paul.

Meanwhile, Cathy's brother Sean is dealing with his own problems. He has been struggling with addiction and has been kicked out of his rehab program. He turns to Cathy for help, but she is less than supportive, feeling that he needs to take responsibility for his own actions.

As the episode progresses, Cathy is forced to confront the reality of her diagnosis and the limited time she has left. She reflects on her relationship with Paul, her regrets in life, and how she wants to spend the rest of her time.

"The Ecstasy and the Agony" takes a raw and honest look at the challenges of facing terminal illness and the difficult decisions that come with it. It explores the complex emotions surrounding the use of drugs as a means of coping, and the impact that serious illness can have on personal relationships. With powerful performances from Laura Linney, Oliver Platt, and the rest of the cast, this episode is a moving portrayal of the human experience in the face of adversity.